Jo Walton ([info]papersky) wrote,
@ 2009-06-06 12:16:00
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Saturday morning
A couple of posts on Tor.com Faster than Light at any speed, about FTL, and Something old, something new trying to justify reviewing old stuff.

I'm feeling a bit better today, still a little breathless and constricted and exhausted, but no more dizziness thank goodness and I wouldn't define this constriction as actual pain. Also my blood pressure was down to 124/80 when I tested it myself in Pharmaprix. The tests took most of the day yesterday, Z came with me and was very amusing. In the absence of any results yet, I'm tentatively working on a hypothesis that it may be menopause. I like this hypothesis for several reasons, first: no more periods, second: nothing more serious, third: it'll go away. My second favourite suggestion was the idea that my ears are on too tight. Thanks for all the comments, which I really appreciate.

My plants are all growing. The herbs I put in Victoria Day weekend are sufficiently well established that I can use them in food, which is just great. And I have one left of the herb cubes I froze last autumn! I love popping outside to get what I want. I especially love fresh sage, because with everything else the dried or frozen variety is OK, but dried sage might as well be a different plant. This year's seeds are a combination of mixed seeds for hanging baskets (in a window-box on the rail) which are coming up really well, and mixed seeds that butterflies are supposed to like (in another) and some sweet peas in a tub. All these are up and green and growing enthusiastically, though unidentifiable as yet. The ginko tree and the Ontario pine (gift of the Ontario Literary Festival -- did I mention that literary writers get all these cool freebies?) are thriving in their pots. I've put some pansy seeds around the ginko tree, and they seem like the only failures so far, no sign of anything sprouting in there. Oh well.

The restaurant guide for Anticipation is pretty much done. Much of it can be seen on the [info]antici_food community.


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[info]heleninwales
2009-06-06 04:39 pm UTC (link)
I'm glad to hear that the blood pressure is back down to normal. Stress can easily cause blood pressure to spike and if you were feeling stressed over the dizziness and having to go into hospital for tests, that could account for it. But it's good that tests have been done and I'm keeping my fingers crossed that they rule out anything serious.

The only problem with your menopause theory is that I don't think that feelings of constriction and breathlessness are usual. But whatever the cause, I hope you continue to feel better.

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[info]minnehaha
2009-06-06 04:42 pm UTC (link)
Nice essay.

How come I can't read Farthing on my Kindle?

B

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[info]ckd
2009-06-06 05:07 pm UTC (link)
What, having the second book in a different series isn't enough for you? At least the Kindle edition is $9.99; Fictionwise also has only The King's Name, but priced at $26.95(!), or $19.47 at the club discount including the store credit rebate.

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[info]papersky
2009-06-06 05:46 pm UTC (link)
And please don't buy it unless you've read The King's Peace, it doesn't stand alone.

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[info]papersky
2009-06-06 05:53 pm UTC (link)
There was a free downloadable copy of Farthing from Tor.com last year, that might well work on your Kindle?

Otherwise, I'm really not the person to ask. The whole e-books thing is something where many people have strong opinions and want people to do things that seem to be more complicated than they appear. Tor is part of Macmillan, which is a very big company that makes decisions on many levels. I don't own the e-rights to any of my books, Tor could do e-editions without even asking me, though they'd have to pay me royalties on any sales. That they haven't done so is probably because this is all complicated.

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[info]minnehaha
2009-06-06 05:58 pm UTC (link)
Yes, I could convert whatever format that downloadable copy came in. I don't see it on tor.com. At least, searching for it comes up empty and it's not on the book's page.

B

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[info]kate_nepveu
2009-06-06 06:45 pm UTC (link)
I could send you it in HTML if you send me an e-mail address? knepveu at steelypips dot org.

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[info]minnehaha
2009-07-05 03:51 pm UTC (link)
Can you send me the other two books? I promise to buy them when they come out for the Kindle.

I'm impatient.

B

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[info]papersky
2009-07-05 05:20 pm UTC (link)
Sure. Email me bluejo@gmail and I'll send them.

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[info]sovay
2009-06-06 05:16 pm UTC (link)
I'm feeling a bit better today, still a little breathless and constricted and exhausted, but no more dizziness thank goodness and I wouldn't define this constriction as actual pain.

I am glad to hear it. I have no useful advice, but I would have been very annoyed if you died before I could read more of your poetry.

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[info]papersky
2009-06-06 05:54 pm UTC (link)
Tell me about it. You wouldn't believe how cross I am with Keats.

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[info]noveldevice
2009-06-06 06:49 pm UTC (link)
Hee. :)

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[info]auriaephiala
2009-06-07 02:35 am UTC (link)
Agreed. He did NOT take proper care of himself & his gift.

Your continued presence is much preferred.

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[info]redbird
2009-06-06 05:16 pm UTC (link)
Thanks for linking to that. I enjoyed, and have added to, the discussion on the FTL post.

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[info]mrissa
2009-06-06 05:31 pm UTC (link)
Glad to hear things are less unpleasant. I can easily believe in Z being amusing at doctor appointments.

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[info]felis_sidus
2009-06-06 06:24 pm UTC (link)
Glad you're feeling better. My first thought, when I read your previous post just now, was "Whee! Middle ear virus for the spin!", but that doesn't quite fit with the chest symptoms you're having. I'm much relieved that you actually had the common sense to check with a doctor to rule out heart attack. Such sense is in surprisingly short supply. Sadly, it doesn't sound like menopause to me. Perhaps if it had lasted only a few minutes, but as you've had symptoms consistently for a few days, I think it's unlikely. My current working theory is some sort of self-limiting viral illness. If I'm right, rest, fluids, food as desired, and time should take care of it. Second place goes to an allergic response, possibly to something that just bloomed in your area. That could bring on congestion resulting in both your chest/respiratory symptoms and the dizziness.

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[info]noveldevice
2009-06-06 06:49 pm UTC (link)
Basil too. Dried basil is essentially tasteless, whereas fresh basil is OMGOMGOMG. I should see how my roommates would feel about me growing herbs in our windows. :)

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[info]auriaephiala
2009-06-07 02:37 am UTC (link)
Dried basil is essentially tasteless

Only if you use the stuff that's been sitting on a grocery store shelf for 5 years.

Good dried basil, especially if crushed in your palm before adding to the dish, adds lots of flavour.

I completely agree fresh is much better, but dried is still useful, especially in the winter or if you only need a small amount.

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[info]noveldevice
2009-06-07 02:48 am UTC (link)
I grow basil, or did until I moved, and it does okay frozen but dried basil has never tasted to me of anything but dried, vaguely perfumed leaves.

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[info]papersky
2009-06-07 11:25 am UTC (link)
I agree with this. Dried basil does not keep, so it has to be freshly dried when you buy it and it doesn't last long anyway. But if it's not stale, it's OK.

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[info]pameladean
2009-06-06 07:01 pm UTC (link)
I'm very glad you're feeling a bit better and the blood pressure is down to a reasonable level.

It could certainly be menopause; almost anything could. However, just a word of caution -- menopause is shy and tricksy. It will show up, seem to want to stay, and then flee for no reason, leaving you alone in the house with your old ways and no tampons. It will come and go and come and go and go before it settles. I spent three years coming up on my one-year anniversary and planning to celebrate, and then having a perfectly ordinary period on the spring equinox. Maddening.

The interim symptoms do go away, yes. But they take their sweet time abou it.

P.

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[info]nineweaving
2009-06-06 10:51 pm UTC (link)
Oh, I am very very glad you're feeling better, and hope that this is it from hormonal tricksiness (or whatever it was).

I am looking forward to seeing you at Anticipation!

Nine

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[info]auriaephiala
2009-06-07 02:41 am UTC (link)
So glad you're feeling better and that your BP has returned to normal. I hope this means it was just a minor infection and you will quickly shake it off -- and that your doctor confirms the tests show nothing serious.

Honestly, menopause is not something to be wished for. Really. I would have preferred if it had held off til I was 75.

And I don't remember breathlessness being associated with it.

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[info]6_penny
2009-06-07 01:02 pm UTC (link)
Could it be an allergy - food, insect (maybe a spider bite ...they can be tiny little devils who have an effect out of proportion to size). Please please continue to mend. (I'm selfish: I want to read your next book... and the next, and the next and............)

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