Jo Walton ([info]papersky) wrote,
@ 2006-12-07 16:23:00
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The Assumption of Saint Jerome
The great gates carved of diamond before him opened wide.
He took a step, and stopped, and said "It's true. It's Heaven. I've died!"
Around him stretched a library, as broad as any sea,
The shelves held all the books there are, and all the books to be,
The lost books of the ancient world, the books of future time,
The books the saints have writ in Heaven, and books of heathen rhyme,
With orange spines, and green, and blue, clay tablets, vellum scrolls,
In leather bindings tooled with gold, or cut from pulp-print rolls.

Jerome reached out a longing hand, then snatched his fingers back.
"This is temptation, Lord!" he cried. "Trust that I do not lack!
Though in my youth I loved to read, loved Cicero the most,
Loved to taste words as words on tongue, but I don't mean to boast,
I put that pagan love away, read only sacred text,
Torment me, Lord, for I am yours, teach me what happens next!
For thirty years I did your will, no poetry but Psalms--"
He broke off, for a man stood near, with nail-holes through his palms.

And Jesus wept. "Jerome," he said, "That harshness was not mine.
To bend your nature in that way was human, not divine.
You could have read it all for me, read Tully in my name.
But now Jerome, you stand in Heaven, and here there is no blame.
Your great translations well I know, they stand here by your grace,
Your letters too, upon our shelves may truly take their place.
Jerome, my saint, be welcome here, you've suffered for your creed.
There's always time to talk, but now, for my sake, sit and read!"

This is for [info]sovay and [info]nineweaving. [info]sovay's St. Jerome post, with a quote from his letters, is here.

Boy this is an old-fashioned kind of a poem!


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[info]rysmiel
2006-12-07 09:26 pm UTC (link)
That's the same Heaven as your Milton in Heaven poem, definitely.

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[info]papersky
2006-12-07 09:30 pm UTC (link)
And my Bookshops of Heaven poem.

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[info]txanne
2006-12-07 09:47 pm UTC (link)
Bookshops of Heaven? Where can I find a copy?

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[info]papersky
2006-12-07 10:05 pm UTC (link)
Well it's in Muses and Lurkers and it should be on my webpage RSN... I'll see if I can find it.

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[info]davidgoldfarb
2006-12-08 01:19 am UTC (link)
Your "Bookstores of Heaven" and "Magic Animals in Heaven" poems make me wish I could believe in Heaven.

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[info]papersky
2006-12-08 12:12 pm UTC (link)
Me too.

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[info]almeda
2006-12-08 02:34 pm UTC (link)
In the eulogy I gave for my grandfather, I said that his Heaven is full of dusty old books, and little children -- his two favorite things in all the world, especially introducing the one (politely and respectfully!) to the other.

Because if Heaven wasn't like that, he'd have taken the other offer in a heartbeat. :->

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[info]tithenai
2006-12-07 09:30 pm UTC (link)
Poor St. Jerome! I'm glad you've given him this poem.

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[info]dd_b
2006-12-07 09:31 pm UTC (link)
Heh; you changed "have write" to "have writ" while I was waiting for the comment form to come up.

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[info]adrian_turtle
2006-12-07 09:36 pm UTC (link)
Oh! So that's where the bit at the end of Marlowe's Faustus comes from...
Thank you. That's very touching. *sigh* And a sad shadow of something similar in the Emily books, too.

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[info]papersky
2006-12-07 10:01 pm UTC (link)
That bit of the Emily books is so distressing I can never bear to re-read it.

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[info]samildanach
2006-12-09 07:19 am UTC (link)
You've piqued my curiosity -- Emily books?

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[info]adrian_turtle
2006-12-09 08:04 am UTC (link)
Emily of New Moon. By L. M. Montgomery. They're even more about sentiment and less about plot than the Anne books, if that's possible. I found them very sad.

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[info]kalquessa
2006-12-07 09:43 pm UTC (link)
This is nine kinds of awesome.

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[info]angevin2
2006-12-07 09:44 pm UTC (link)
That is lovely. Thank you. :)

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[info]txanne
2006-12-07 09:47 pm UTC (link)
*sniffle*

I'm a translator too, and oh how I hope Heaven is like that!

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[info]rushthatspeaks
2006-12-07 09:47 pm UTC (link)
Eeeeeee! Thank you.

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[info]writerjob
2006-12-07 10:10 pm UTC (link)
Thank ye kindly. Lovely.
I'm reminded ...

And only The Master shall praise us, and only The Master shall blame;
And no one shall work for money, and no one shall work for fame,
But each for the joy of the working, and each, in his separate star,
Shall draw the Thing as he sees It for the God of Things as They are!

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[info]dichroic
2006-12-08 08:43 am UTC (link)
That one doesn't upset nearly as much - because at least those haad the concept of work that could be joyed in - as the Song of the Wage-Slave:

I, the primitive toiler, half naked and grimed to the eyes,
Sweating it deep in their ditches, swining it stark in their styes;
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Master, I've done Thy bidding, and the light is low in the west,
And the long, long shift is over. . .Master, I've earned it -- Rest.

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[info]writerjob
2006-12-08 09:36 pm UTC (link)
That's two aspects of the human experience, innit...? The 'Angelus' and Blake's 'Newton'. Work sanctioned and approved, willingly undertaken, laid down with relief ... work that is obsession and joy.

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[info]janetmk
2006-12-07 10:42 pm UTC (link)
Thank you, that was wonderful.

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[info]roane
2006-12-07 10:46 pm UTC (link)
This is really beautiful. I have tears in my eyes for poor Jerome.

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[info]kip_w
2006-12-07 11:00 pm UTC (link)
Nice.

Ah, to believe in such a heaven.

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[info]supergee
2006-12-07 11:01 pm UTC (link)
Magnificent.

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[info]nineweaving
2006-12-07 11:31 pm UTC (link)
Ah, that's lovely. Thank you so much.

Nine

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[info]pdcawley
2006-12-07 11:32 pm UTC (link)
You appear to have kippled.

Bravo!

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[info]sartorias
2006-12-07 11:51 pm UTC (link)
I like that very much.

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[info]jerusha
2006-12-08 01:11 am UTC (link)
Oh, how lovely! (And oh! poor Jerome! to have been denied for so many years by the rules of man, not of God.)

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[info]sovay
2006-12-08 02:22 am UTC (link)
I love this. Thank you!

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[info]wild_patience
2006-12-08 03:03 am UTC (link)
Love it!

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[info]tekalynn
2006-12-08 03:28 am UTC (link)
Definitely MY kind of Heaven.

And thank you for freeing St Jerome from his self-imposed fetters.

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[info]ashnistrike
2006-12-08 04:56 am UTC (link)
Your poem makes me grin with delight. The original letter gives me the creeps.

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[info]papersky
2006-12-08 12:17 pm UTC (link)
The original letter filled me with inarticulate fury.

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[info]dichroic
2006-12-08 12:33 pm UTC (link)
Not so inarticulate!!

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[info]kchew
2006-12-08 05:08 am UTC (link)
It takes a lot to make me feel sorrow and empathy for severe old St. Jerome, but you did it.

Thanks.

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[info]commodorified
2006-12-08 08:17 am UTC (link)
I love that. I've got a soft spot for Jerome...

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[info]dichroic
2006-12-08 08:38 am UTC (link)
I love this one.

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[info]firecat
2006-12-08 09:01 am UTC (link)
If only more people perceived Jesus that way.

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[info]piapiapiano
2006-12-08 12:23 pm UTC (link)
As other people have said, it makes me regret my atheism. Thank you.

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[info]almeda
2006-12-08 02:33 pm UTC (link)
*crying*


*but in a good way*

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[info]datta
2006-12-08 09:19 pm UTC (link)
Oh, that is lovely.

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[info]diony
2006-12-09 06:51 am UTC (link)
This brought tears to my eyes, whoch I really didn't expect upon seeing the title.

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[info]hobbitbabe
2006-12-09 03:14 pm UTC (link)
That made me cry.

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(Anonymous)
2006-12-13 12:20 am UTC (link)
Well, I'm glad that all of you are such well-balanced souls that you've never slipped from bibliophily into bibliomania. I am sorry to say that the same cannot be said of me. There is no more sobering realization than that one's library has become more of a burden than a joy, that you haven't slept enough to understand what you're reading, or worse, that one has slipped from devouring books to buying but never reading them.

And yeah, it does sound, from the letter, like Jerome did have a problem -- or the beginnings of one. That's not a good thing, and it's even more serious if one is setting off on a spiritual quest to become holy. There comes a time when you have to decide for yourself whether you can learn to bend an uncontrolled impulse back to good, or whether you have to drop it altogether, like an addiction. Jerome made his choice. "If your eye makes you sin, cut it out." He made a decision as strong as his personality and his appetites, which was probably the only way to conquer them.

But indeed, having books restored to him in Heaven as part of his reward would be truly fitting.

Now, about his unseemly habits with argumentation.... :)

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[info]brashley46
2006-12-14 07:46 am UTC (link)
I do not regret my atheism, whatever may come, nor is this vision of Heaven quite what I would want for myself; but it would fit poor repressed Jerome right down to the ground.

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[info]ravenclaw_eric
2006-12-14 08:43 am UTC (link)
An afterlife even I might like!

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[info]noveldevice
2007-04-15 10:08 pm UTC (link)
Apparently I didn't respond at the time you posted this, but I had just completed a Cicero seminar, and the poem made me cry.

I recommended it to a woman who heard my paper at CAMWS on Friday, and just now discovered that it is not on your poetry page, so her search will be in vain!

(Can you put it on your poetry page so that poor lady will be able to find it?)

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